Sunday, February 24, 2008
just came back from piano. and i obviously got scolded like crap -.- that's like so expected based on how much i actually touch my dear instru. garh. went for tuition in the morning then went to weixun's house for dubbing. argh... didn't slack larh but still the progress was quite erm... slow!? i never knew it would be so hard lar this stupid bp thingy... argh. and i think we don't have to sleep tonight already, judging by the severe lack of info for our bsp project. which is apparently. due erm. tmr. haha ya TMR.
tmr tmr tmr... investiture 08. hmmm mixed feelings? wonder if i will actually cry. hmm. a huge relief i should say if it's a success, considering all the effort everyone has put in... yea one family. so please please please please let everyone be high tmr! and not plagued by tiredness or sianness or anything of the sort which would bring down our spirits. but i must admit, albeit the busyness, the frustration and stress, i will really miss the planning of investiture. the days we ranted and complained to each other, stoned and emo-ed, (yanlin would get what i mean haha) crapped over the phone for long hours... all because we had something common to look forward to. that's why i never like events itself, rather i prefer the planning which builds up to it, and the excitement towards the day itself. oh well. everything just has to end someday. somehow.
went out with yanlin after. hung around at orchard, walking aimlessly (sort of?!) take neos, laughing about random stupid stuff... hmmm my dear girl, these are some of the things i won't forget. please be there for investiture tmr... i really need and want you to be there. hmmm.
cheer up my dear... i know you have done your best. it's not your fault, really it isn't. it's just that we can't help it. just... give it one last shot. if you succeed, good. if not, maybe it's time to give up? there's really nothing much you can do about it already, since the outcome is already sort of decided. the choice doesn't lie in your hands anymore. it's in theirs. two sided accounts. two differing opinions. two perspectives. two of everything. but there is only one you. as much as i would love to help you, split half the burden with you, i know i can't. cos i don't know what to do. the only thing i can offer, is to listen. listen to what you have to say. listen to you complain and vent your frustrations. i'm sorry.
rachel ♥
6:44 PM
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Friday, February 22, 2008
what on earth do you mean?!?
hey can you please like don't say halfway and don't say halfway and just finish what you are trying to say... cos i seriously don't understand what on earth you are trying to say and it doesn't help that we don't have much time left to settle everything. can you just come straight to the point, explain clearly and properly so you don't just leave us hanging in midair? unclear and unknown of what to do? ya i believe you have your reasons for whatever you are doing, and am therefore not blaming you. but can you just FINISH WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY!!!!!!! garh.
ok enough of the bad things. i was actually in a good mood cos i slept from 4-7.45! (: haha but something just had to crop up and spoil the whole thing. oh well. i really have nothing to say. and the stupid microsoft 07 is hanging AGAIN. argh. can't things just go right for once?!?! and i guess physics pop quiz is quite screwed, especially the last two pages. should not harbout too much hopes about it. hmmm.
rachel ♥
8:04 PM
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
sick
have been waking up at 11am-12pm for yesterday and today, kind of feels good but the throbbing headaches really can kill. my stomach is also being tortured like
!@#$%^& and my grandfather has therefore insisted i eat something which goes easy on my stomach --- guotiao for lunch and dinner for 2 whole days zzz. any normal person would be sick of guotiao by now. sigh. thank you yanlin for handling the stuff for me while i am absent, and thanks to everyone who wished :D appreciate it. been informed of my test results which are like garh, i shan't mention them. nevermindnevermind second cycle starting soon, i shall do better. at least get a decent A for any subject. oh well. let's hope i can survive school tmr. the bed and sofa at home look so much more comfortable and promising. sigh.
rachel ♥
7:42 PM
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
thanks weijie! (:
so now i guess i have to thank you proper. ok fine i promise i will post. haha. thanks loads! (:
rachel ♥
10:33 PM
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