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Sunday, February 24, 2008


just came back from piano. and i obviously got scolded like crap -.- that's like so expected based on how much i actually touch my dear instru. garh. went for tuition in the morning then went to weixun's house for dubbing. argh... didn't slack larh but still the progress was quite erm... slow!? i never knew it would be so hard lar this stupid bp thingy... argh. and i think we don't have to sleep tonight already, judging by the severe lack of info for our bsp project. which is apparently. due erm. tmr. haha ya TMR.

tmr tmr tmr... investiture 08. hmmm mixed feelings? wonder if i will actually cry. hmm. a huge relief i should say if it's a success, considering all the effort everyone has put in... yea one family. so please please please please let everyone be high tmr! and not plagued by tiredness or sianness or anything of the sort which would bring down our spirits. but i must admit, albeit the busyness, the frustration and stress, i will really miss the planning of investiture. the days we ranted and complained to each other, stoned and emo-ed, (yanlin would get what i mean haha) crapped over the phone for long hours... all because we had something common to look forward to. that's why i never like events itself, rather i prefer the planning which builds up to it, and the excitement towards the day itself. oh well. everything just has to end someday. somehow.

went out with yanlin after. hung around at orchard, walking aimlessly (sort of?!) take neos, laughing about random stupid stuff... hmmm my dear girl, these are some of the things i won't forget. please be there for investiture tmr... i really need and want you to be there. hmmm.

cheer up my dear... i know you have done your best. it's not your fault, really it isn't. it's just that we can't help it. just... give it one last shot. if you succeed, good. if not, maybe it's time to give up? there's really nothing much you can do about it already, since the outcome is already sort of decided. the choice doesn't lie in your hands anymore. it's in theirs. two sided accounts. two differing opinions. two perspectives. two of everything. but there is only one you. as much as i would love to help you, split half the burden with you, i know i can't. cos i don't know what to do. the only thing i can offer, is to listen. listen to what you have to say. listen to you complain and vent your frustrations. i'm sorry.

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