Saturday, March 22, 2008
gongyan! (:
gongyan is finally over. mixed feelings. haha. today was an emotional roller coaster. hmmm. scared, nervous, stony, confused, pissed, happy, touched, blah blah blah... all in one day. what a long day. haha. but somehow this gongyan seems to have passed very fast. the feeling that it's gongyan didn't really sink in until like yesterday. sad... maybe because there was essentially only one zoutai larh... sigh. i really can't believe.. this is the last time i am performing.. officially as zaiji.. hmmm.. seriously. it's been 4 years. woah. looking back, i don't remember it being such a long time. not at all. argh.
enough of being 'emo', time to thank some people! thank you everyone who wished me luck, supported me, bought me gifts and everything k... it's not the present that matters, it's the thought that counts! (: really! so whether it's a wish or what, i appreciate it all the same.
thank you EXCO 0708! i really really really really really don't know what to say.. the flowers and chocolates.. hmm. and not to forget the card... drawn by some artistic person.. *grins* thank you VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY much ok! you all were one of my main motivations to give my best shot today. seriously. i don't know what i'll do without all of your support and understanding lar.. so... heartfelt gratitude. for the screams and everything... I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU GUYS ROCK! <3333
ok next. thank you weixun, egan, elaine, nicholas, lionel gor(!), xiangyu, weicong, zina etc for coming down to support and your gifts ok! (: will put up the photo soon :D
also, thank you to a very very special person, dearest JEENISE NG whom i can't imagine what i am going to do without her. thanks for ALWAYS being there, for the hugs, for the sweaty palms :D, for the chocolates, for the support and encouragement.. blahblahblah. haha. sad, we didn't cry on stage. i can't get $1 from yihui. :O Lol! thank you to daniel too, for being a wonderful page turner. hmm. sry you had to see my nervousness today.. haha. thanks loads! xD and also not to forget 'red bull' senior weicheng, lol for the 'lucky 5cent coin' and just basically for the crazyness to make us not nervous larh. haha. whether or not it worked is another issue (:
one chapter of my life is closed, life in co as a zaiji. haha. 4 years.. just like that. really can't believe it. but no matter what, someday, sometime, somehow, we'll have to move on... so while the passion's still there, DHSCOGYDZ ROCKS! and DHSCOGY too! (: though we didn't get to take pictures today... but well... haha MAYBE there'll be another chance. MAYBE. have a good rest everyone! WELL DONE! :D
rachel ♥
11:37 PM
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