Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I swear i will ace this chem test. not b. and certainly not a c. but first, i need to get my motivation for mugging... stupid hopeless girl >< it doesn't help i am d-ing/f-ing or my csc stuff. great. i can't wait for cts. they'll probably just be the last straw. at least there'll be something to torture me. and maybe temporarily take my mind off stuff. if i can survive them, that is. incoherence... as usual.
I want to numb the pain ... but it will make it worse when i finally feel it? It’s hard to tell myself to stop, when i clearly know my heart still does. ultimately, i can't get past myself.
maybe i should just distance myself away from you.
rachel ♥
10:04 PM
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