Sunday, May 31, 2009
semester 1 has ended. on a... dreadful note? then again what's there to dread when i can't possibly do any worse than this semester? -.- in terms of results, coping with everything, doing my work, going for lessons, spending time with friends and family... haha. i've reached the dip. it really can't be any worse. can it? in a mere span of 5+ months, so much has changed. i thought i could do it, but i guess i overestimated myself. i'm not as strong, as capable, as smart, as hardworking... as i thought i could be. i've got to learn how to pick myself up. i can't afford to keep with this disappointing performance. the disappointment of teachers. relatives and family. friends. words, can really cut. deeply.
oh well. let's just look forward to the 'holiday'. and this time, i will really give no less than my best. nothing's gonna change the things that you said, nothing's gonna make things alright again; please don't turn your back on, can't believe it's hard just to talk to you cause you don't understand..
rachel ♥
7:56 PM
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