Tuesday, October 27, 2009
filming today around singapore... lol sorry i shouldn't have done it portrait... sorry sorry... it's been a long day.. rest well yup (: been having piano lessons twice a week to make up for the lessons missed during bsp trip, sigh.... it's really not that i don't practise... but i know you don't believe me, so i really shan't try to defend myself anymore. why is it always like that... why don't you all ever listen to what i say... why... whyyyyyyyyy......................
突然好想你
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息
it happened again ytd night... another seemingly real dream... how many more of these do i have to go thru... if you don't want to bring me to heaven, god, why give me the illusions... it hurts to be dropped from heaven to hell within minutes... how much more can i take.. where's the limit... pr... i'm not brave... i'm not strong... in fact, i don't know why i'm so freaking weak.. i thought i'd be ok... and i really tried to be, but as evening came, the same feeling consumed me yet again... how long am i going to take this time... what if... in future.. the feelings have changed... what am i supposed to do then? don't make me give you up... i can't do it.
rachel ♥
7:23 PM
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