Saturday, October 3, 2009
so i still have one more paper. SIGGGGHHHHH. promos was... bad?! haha! but nonetheless, congrats to all year 5s for surviving them yea! after mep on monday, i'll be free... like finally.. for a pathetic 2 or 3 days before the reality sinks in. getting back 4 papers on thurs and 1 on friday. argh. life's great eh. for gp.. i wrote on "there's no place for failure in today's society." honestly, i totally agree to it. don't ppl judge you by results? ya they say the process matters, it's the effort that counts blah but ultimately, what they determine you by are your results. no? the warped reality of this world. argh i'm incoherent again. china, come quick please. save for the flu jab, everything else about china seems so much more appealing. even the thought of working my head off for lunwen there, and burying the pain with all the work, seems pretty good now. everything does, in face of the impending doom. darn. 好朋友：罗志祥
像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
但你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心会永远的寂寞
there are some things which i just can't tell you. though i really want to, and i think i need to. things like how much it hurts when i don't know how to help you. how much it hurts to know how important i am in comparison to them. but i don't say anything. cos i don't want to appear to be a jealous gf.but there's so much i can take... i don't know what will happen in the future, and i don't dare to think about it. so i just want to create more happy memories for/with you. for your sake, or for mine. i'm sorry. i'd be lying if i said all the disappointments didn't hurt. but i'll just keep lying, till the day when you find it out for yourself. i never meant to hurt you. trust me.
rachel ♥
11:17 PM
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