Tuesday, November 3, 2009
OMG MY RIGHT ARM HURTS LIKE MAD I TOOK FORTY-FIVE MINUTES TO BATHE WITHOUT DAYDREAMING/STONING OMGGGGG. haha. who said jabs aren't painful!!! THEY HURT LIKE CRAP GOSHHHHHH. and jyz, SORRY LARH ya i feel retarded for jabbing it on my right hand too cos i am really half-handicapped omg someone help me!!!!! :X
these two days have been pretty eventful. stayed over for pw till ytd, and as usual my grp went crazy HAHA. but i guess this time was the ultimate... from 'arguing' to 'cold-warring' to 'sushi-ing' to sandwiching each other between matresses... plus watching of secret/real madrid match/ xing guang da dao.. no wonder our productivity was o.0 ok larh but it was really fun haha! esp the pillow fights and watching samuel+joylynn play tennis wii. love my pw grp!!! (: managed to somewhat finish the video though, so at least sth accomplished. and surprisingly (and sadly), i was the first one to conk out. sigh. so i kept taking short naps (coffee didn't work larh!) but in the end the whole grp fell aslp about 4 plus... after some chitchatting about the diff mentalities of guys and girls -.- how insightful...
went teoheng with nicholas, pris lee, daniel and bensim+jingjie who joined us like super late.. haha. quite fun..but stupid nicholas had to suan me as usual -.- sighh. duets were fun too.. (: and ting1 hai3 with pris was cool cos we tried shouting HAHA. in the end we really hecked about yin zhun and just shouted practically all the songs o.0 thank god for ben sim's strepsil, which saved my voice + throat haha. oh and, finally gave pris her super belated bday present, hope she liked it though lol. ms mtg after.. (was late lol sorry!) then headed home... all thanks to miss gan who got my facial muscles working -.- linda came back... and we just chitchatted... thanks girls, for everything, regardless of whether they were consolations or lectures. haha. i will think through...
TODAY! jab with jyz which was a horrid experience. thankfully the afternoon made up for it! pw was alright, and stoned in school while waiting to meet jeen and liqin to meet yilin at marina square! (city hall again..) yilin super funny, she didn't know 3 of us were tgt so she was like selectively replying our sms-es and she was pretty shocked all 3 of us sms-ed her o.0 and she was the latest! :D and we thought she got lost lol... wanted to catch a movie but no nice show. hurried to breeks cafe for dinner just in time for the student's meal! :D HAHA. worth it lorh... food wasn't bad, but super filling lol. then just walked around... tricking each other.. suanning each other.. laughing at each other... 'camwhoring'... chitchatting... i love them.. loads. thank you for everything girls, you all never fail to make my day <3
pw trial with miss aw again tmr.. hope everything goes well (: hopefully can catch sister's keeper with jyz (+others) tmr haha. ok, i shall go back to memorising my script and watching yummy yummy :D (and maybe doing lunwen proposal sigh..)
Speechless- The Veronicas
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Cuz you leave me speechless (the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless (it's something that you do I can't explain)
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
whatever i do... at the back of my mind.. there's always you... i feel so ironic... and i have no choice.. fear consumes me.. i try to be strong so that ppl won't worry.. and i try to deceive myself by thinking that if i act fine i will be.. but it doesn't work this way. they're right in that they can't help me... i have to deal with it myself.. but i don want to.. and i don know.. how to not like you.
rachel ♥
10:18 PM
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