Tuesday, December 22, 2009
escalators/ lifts / aircons (when wearing jackets) are the best inventions in the world, while heels are the worst. for now, at least, after my feet are aching crap after Yr 4 YEP. clarke quay is beautiful, especially at night. i always wanted to go there with you, but i guess there's no more chance? (: the Year 4s were all dressed up and pretty, with a wide variety of costumes. jeenise be proud of me k, i did wear your dress >< haha. after like wht. 1 year? sigh. i wish i could break the traditional stereotype of girl=wear dress+heels at prom next year by turning up in some idk shirt and jeans or sth but then again, it's just a thought. HAHA. my cousin was at my house when i was preparing to go for YEP duty. and she was chiding me for actly considering changing out of the dress and wearing jeans+shirt. and she's younger than me -.- and my maid didn't let me leave the house in flats. sigh.
was late for duty, sry! tried to make myself useful so walked around doing reception/photobooth and randomly talking to some Year 4s. feel so old haha. after that took a few random walks around the area... it's really nice walking alone and looking at the river.. looking into the sky you suddenly feel so small... and watching everybody pass you by, it's like you are so insignificant. just any other person God created. so small, that your absence will not be missed.. oli came to find me and we sat at the steps, just staring into space.. till this guy came to ask us to do a survey. in CHINESE. lol. and i gave nonsensical answers. i hope the company doesn't call up or sth o.0 cos of my rubbish answers haha. i shouldn't have given my real number o.0 retarded lol. we did a mini science experiment (kang's brilliant idea of seeing the impact of helium balloons) ON MY HAIR and OLI'S SPECS by tying helium balloons to them and see whether my hair and oli's specs will 'fly up'! haha. ohwells. amusing. before we left after duties, we went by the river, each holding a balloon, and we let them go after making wishes... i really really really hope what i'd wish for will come true. for now at least, that's the only thing i can do for you... seeing the balloons fly higher and higher and finally disappear into the dark...
it makes me think of you... if i'd the courage and will to let go, maybe you will be like the balloons, soaring higher and higher, finally out of sight, treading your own path, and hopefully, being happy wherever you are... and now i'm wasting my life away in front of the computer, waiting for something which almost certainly will not happen. ohwells. goodnight.
rachel ♥
12:13 AM
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