Sunday, December 27, 2009
why do you always do things thinking they are in my best interest, but yet you never ask for my opinion? have you ever considered how i feel? you have your expectations, i have my limits. i never asked you to lower your expectations for me, i just want you to realise that i do get tired, i do get upset, and i do have things i really want to do. and they happen to just not fall under your category of 'beneficial things'. sorry i'm not like him, i'm not like her, i'm not like that student of yours, i'm not the perfect straight-A person you want me to be. you can have your dreams for me, but could you not refute my own aspirations and tell me to be realistic everytime you ask me what i want to do in future? i know i have nothing for you to be proud of, and i'm really sorry, but i just don't, and can't fit into your mould of an ideal student. what i want for christmas... is for new year not to come.
all i ask is for us to try to rebuild it together and to return to the past, is it too much to ask for? maybe, it is.
rachel ♥
9:14 PM
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