Wednesday, January 6, 2010
why can't i do it? why why why why why. maybe this state isn't that bad. drifting away won't worry as much people, not like there were that many who cared anw haha. just 359 more days to the end of the year. can't wait. this time, i am going to do nothing to save it. i'm not worth it haha. if things are not meant to come, they won't happen no matter what. no matter how long you wait, how much you do, nothing will change. why can't you freaking understand that rachel tang? how you're feeling now is totally brought upon by yourself. this is what you deserve. and only you yourself can get yourself out of this freaking mess. don't you get it? how hopeless can you get. time will heal all wounds. really? it just gets worse, not better. why rachel why. why can't you just freaking do what you know is right. it's not like you are in denial. you know it! you can rationalise it! BUT WHY CAN'T YOU FREAKING CONVINCE YOURSELF TO THINK THAT WAY. YOU SUCK YOU KNOW. ARGH.
and there's just one more burning question, which i really want an answer too. do you, still?
rachel ♥
11:35 AM
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