Saturday, February 13, 2010
for a while, i saw hope. and with the hope came that bit of expectations. but in the end, it's just disappointment once more. what's there to be upset about? you never promised me anything, you never said anything. pr's right. it was just me who was too naive. it's my fault for being unable to let go. it's not that i never tried. i make retarded 'bets' with people. but then again, jeenise's right. i make those bets thinking that i would win them. which means i alr have in mind wht i want the outcome to be. what for make those 'bets' and be upset over them in the end? and those birthday wishes... are also made knowing that they're not going to happen. going to be 18... but i realised i'm far from mature.
chinese new year eve... sorry for those negative thoughts HAHA. i really had to get it out of my system somehow...
on a happier note, thank you to everyone for the gifts and well-wishes... esp...
6C23 for the super sweet 18 balloons, birthday song, card and cake, although i had a really really hard time transporting the balloons from one place to another! the cake as well... it's still intact in my fridge. HAHA.
EXCO 0708 for the birthday song + cake, it's always a nice feeling to meet up with you all, though sometimes attendance may not be complete, and we may only have a few short minutes together, but thanks, really.
Daniel, Dilys, Jeenise, JieTing, Liqin, Yilin. Thank you for rushing down to the 'other side of the world' -- (Jurong East LOL), and also taking the time to design the jacket. It's the first time I'm receiving a personalised jacket, and seriously, i was very touched haha. Thanks for the pumps too! Thank you so so much for everything, on top of being awesome friends.
Xiangyu -- my dearest 11-yr (old LOL) friend for the water bottle plus card... reading your card brought back many memories... haha. and yup, i can feel the sincerity.. HAHA. so.. thanks so much!
Yuan Jun for that lovely cup set! Jie, although we don't really talk much now, thank you for never forgetting me and for letting me know i can count on you.
Peirong for the bracelet and the tigget post-its, yup i like them larh don't worry :D thanks darling. i've said whatever i wanted to in your birthday letter (:
Wei Xun for the bracelet. Thanks for being a great gor... a much better mei than i am to you lol.
Chaoyuan for the tigger keychain (I LOVE TIGGER!!!) thanks mortal (:
Amanda for the lovely gift pack, no larh i never thought my angel was horrid. cos everyone's vry busy.. HAHA. thanks so much anyway, exclusive coupon ftw (:
Dilys ong, stupid CO angel, for the retarded shampoo + conditioner set. HAHA CHEAPO! i buy you soap ok :D
Lua Jia Min (mortal!!!) for the lovely scheduler and the keychain (:
and you, for giving me hope though you might not know it. pls don't take that away from me.. it's something i can't do without.among others, Jeenise, Liqin, Shiying, Cindy, Chaoyuan, Linda, Nicholas, Beverly, Zhenzhen, Joylynn, Rachel Chua, Wen Xin, Pamela, Guiju, Weijie, Sophia, Jiayanz for the Vday gifts :D
Thank you everyone, for the birthday cum vday wishes, really appreciate them <3
I'm tired lol. have to go for reunion dinner later, had piano this morning and i was out shopping for new year stuff with my parents till 2 am ytd -.- HAHA. ok then, takecare everyone! HAPPY VDAY / CNY / TOTAL DEFENCE DAY LOL in advance (:
rachel ♥
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