Friday, May 28, 2010
went out shopping today! woke up at 10 plus :D happiness.. haha. going to pay off my sleep debt slowly during this hols (: on top of studying >< sigh. but more sleep = less study time. arghhh. started off by going to expo for the popular fair, gosh it was SO CROWDED. apparently there was like food fair, john little fair, some electronics fair and a sports apparel fair all on at the same time.. explaining the people mountain people sea situation lol. in the end after squeezing thru the crowds like mad, my father decided that it wasn't worth the time to queue up o.0 so left expo haha. went parkway.. shopping spree again lol. GSS on.. quite alot of good buys (: going to change my phone, iphone, maybe? surprisingly, i think i will miss my current phone lol. wanted W995, mum was adamant against letting me buy sony phones again haha. ohwell.
backtracking... wednesday's gp test was HMMM. i don know. i actually managed to finish both papers, and actly i think they were ok larh.. not easy, but not THAT hard either. hopefully i will do ok lorh. if i even lose gp to 11-year-(old) friend, i really have nth to say lol. but if i srsly wna be a worthy competitor to him, guess i have to mug like crap... someone pro lorh, one of the top few for some chem test. and it had to be announced the DAY AFTER i decided to compete with him. grrr. better start saving up money for the one day worth of meals lol. sighhhhh. after gp went cycling with peirong! pretty far distance? 2km before changi beach (: thanks girl, for going with me haha. and sry for my vry poor direction sense! (and for making you walk the 100 m -.-) i fell down, which actly isn't surprising (though i hate to admit it haha) and now bruise on lower calf and wounds on knee (: great hah. first time to The Helix or wdv it is called, it's quite pretty at night actly. haha.
don't have to thank me... cos your company was much needed and appreciated too.window-shopping with peirong again on thursday.. haha how long did we walk ard 313 ar girl? HAH. trying on clothes was kinda fun actly, apart from me keep scraping my knee >< wanted to buy some stuff but both of us managed to control in the end HAHA. supposed to be our reward after studying. retail therapy yay (:
tmr... open house. sigh. thought i could sleep in on saturday. ohwell. it's the last open house i can ever do anyway, so guess i should cherish the chance (:
june hols.. time to mug my head off. jiayou everyone! 5 more months to liberation (:
rachel ♥
11:06 PM
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Saturday, May 22, 2010
GP COMMON TEST IN 4 DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
at least math test and chem spa are over, and math test seems passable (: for once heh. chem spa was kind of ok, with a few weird coloured compounds formed for some reason -.- and some negative results which were supposed to be positive (?!) ohwell. really really sorry to eugene and samuel!!!! wasn't intentional at all, i don't know wht happened either. ok larh i don't think you all will see this but yup, really sorry!
ytd went to jeenise's condo for qing4 gong1 yan4 for chuida concert. though there weren't any activities, guess everyone just had fun on their own, talking in their own groups and such (: had a great time catching up with the girls talking about **** *** and *** ** haha! and yup, just being together with them. jeenise and i finally spilled whatever we owed eunice and huijing, haha, thanks girls for the HTHT, which kind of 'forced' me to face up to my feelings. never knew we were so similar eh, eunice.. haha. ohwells. life's an irony and torture (: LOL.
went back with beverly after that, there was this super weird guy on the bus who KEPT LOOKING AT US AND SMILING! like gosh. haha i was more afraid than beverly -.- cos the way i was sitting 'forced' me to stare right into his smiling face everytime -.- and he was talking weirdly larh, about wht father dying and getting inheritance. was kind of scared that he would follow us down at aljunied, but thank god he didn't -.- beverly looked up the bus after we alighted and he was still smiling at us with that weird sinister grin. *shudders* plain weird. and after that, some other weird guy 'followed' me back. or maybe he was just coincidentally going the same way lar, on hindsight, but bcos of the 'bus guy' i guess i was kind of afraid and paranoid. haha. ohwell. shan't elaborate. thanks for talking to me.. in the end, when i encounter problems, you are still one of the first i think of naturally... sigh.
going be a hectic week chionging lunwen and GP common test, after which, cycling :D
GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR GP CT (:
on a last note, jay chou's new song is super nice, can't get it out of my head...
说了再见
凉了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌角而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好
你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
身陷过去我无力逃跑
rachel ♥
10:25 AM
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Saturday, May 15, 2010
yesterday marked the end of my 'career' as yixiang would put it.. haha jobless now eh? Fusion'10.. thanks to everyone esp the committee for all the efforts put in, to ensure that it was such a blast last night... linda, sieweng, eustance... the 3 of you... xin1 ku3 le.. i hope that ultimately Fusion'10, amidst all the unhappiness during rehearsals and planning, would be a memorable journey that you would look back and smile at fondly... the performers.. for being so passionate and everything... you guys were great.. really. i especially liked the 'truth or dare'.. haha found it vry real (: benjamin chow was superb too... with his super long rendition of songs.. pro. haha. thank you also to yixiang! last minute help... thank you for taking photos and just helping out (: and for accompanying me to lock the doors lol! thanks nic, weicheng, simin, muqiao, xunlin, vanessa... Stomp Year 6s.. as well as the other Stomp members! we ultimately did it! YAY. it might not have been perfect, but i honestly felt it was one of the best times, and i hope you guys enjoyed the performance, as much as i did (: oh and most of all, thanks to control room crew (esp weijie for cue-ing us lol) for all the hard work. poor zhikai literally froze with his fingers on the light switches for a moment.. HAHA. (bad romance is still stuck in my head LOL)
fragmented thoughts... head over heart?aiya to cut things short, that marks the end of MS journey, i guess? left with roping in Year 5 committee (: well it's up to you guys to continue the story, so jiayou! :D and now it's time to go back to mugging. BIG SIGHHHHHH. i want A levels to be over and done with, but i know i'm really not prepared. chem test was another disappointment, but this time i really really really did give my best. "so what happened?" "i really don't know..." oh wells. hopefully monday's math test will prove my efforts worthwhile (: jiayou to everyone! next week is another tough week: Chem SPA, Math test, CSC test (and econs test). GOODLUCK! (:
nah... as much as i would like to believe in that, i can't..oh and happy (belated) birthday dear (stupid) mayping. haha. i sms-ed you lor you dao-ed my sms. YOU SUCK! haha. well, i will owe you your present for as long (or maybe longer) as you owe me mine :D but anw, yup hope you had a great day and have a smashing 18th (:
i'd very much prefer my heart to take control. and i wish, you'd just let me stand by you.. as much as i really wish you were the one by my side...
rachel ♥
10:51 AM
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
haha thanks... you confirmed sth which i knew vry long ago but refused to face up to. how am i feeling now? disappointed? haha wht right do i have to be? used to failure till a point of tiredness and nonchalence? haha honestly, maybe... pushing it on 'magic' will seem somewhat irresponsible, but i've really lost it. it doesn't come as easily as it does anymore. what used to be sth i love is now a chore. i don't have the ability, and the confidence and conviction, or passion to continue with it. and do it well. wht used to be sth i somewhat did well in, something i could be proud of -- now, it's just another addition to my long list of failures. don't look up to me, don't say it's ok.. cos i know it's not. i don't deserve anything. and perhaps it's time to reconsider those decisions. back to ground zero. nothing left.
and i really don't want to do it, anymore.
rachel ♥
10:23 PM
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