Sunday, July 11, 2010
Broken -- Sezairi Sezali
Dropped off your keys last night,
the front door still unpainted.
You were polite like ice,
I, once could melt it.
You took our pictures down,
and you left them on the ground,
it's like you wiped all the memories,
of what we used to be...
You and me,
before it all crashed down.
And I know I never told you,
that I love you, now it's all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
but I want to, I don't want to leave this way.
All I know, is broken.
I heard your voice break when you said,
"Well I hope you're happy."
Nothin' to say, I'll stare,
straight into my coffee.
Then the conversation changed,
how we talked about the blame, and the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
when it all crashed down.
Well I'm here if you need me,
I know you don't believe me,
Well I'm so sorry,
for all the pain I've caused ho-ohhhh...
sometimes i really wonder why you ask me if you're not going to take what i said into consideration. since saying is equivalent to not saying, or even worse than not saying, why keep making me say? can you just respect me? and respect my feelings and wht i say if you want to know wht i'm thinking. theory vs reality. how scary for a theory you've always believed in to suddenly be proven wrong hmmm. it's not that i don't think through before i make my decisions; i don't know why things always go awry also. it's not like i ever wanted things to turn out like that. i cannot not face it anymore. fourth person. i've no choice but to believe it's the truth. and, it's really suffocating.
rachel ♥
12:30 AM
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