Sunday, August 1, 2010
everything is pouring down. and i'd love to deny, but i really cannot handle it. i just want to get out of all these.
there's now this mechanism in me.. i find it very hard to open up. either i don't want to appear weak, don't want to burden people, or yup, i'm afraid of getting hurt. they always say the toughest shell hides the weakest interior. i don't want to put up a front anymore. i feel terrible, but i can't put it in words. and there's actly one more thing i'm 'stressed' about. but that's sth i can nvr voice out. that's sth, i can nvr tell anyone. i don't understand myself anymore.
rachel ♥
12:26 AM
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